cut and paste.... again?

01:19 pm - phase one completed

My Interim Clearance has been granted. Now for starting the job....

07:13 pm - i know i'm two days late on this..

*this is a post i'll be working on as my thoughts develop, so stay tuned*

my thoughts and prayers for the ones lost @ VT. and also for cho.

kinda not like me to feel empathy for the perp of a massacre, though i swear i've been in his shoes, sharing the misery he felt though all that pain and anger.

i can't help but feel we all are partially to blame for this. it's too easy to forget that our thoughts manifest reality. the hate i held in my heart for others made it's way from me to possess someone else... not quite as lucky or as strong. as to which one it is i'm not sure.

and about the manifesto... the Christian refrences bother me. just like the other blogs i've read that lash out back at Christians in this whole affair. as someone who believes, yes i feel we failed to reach out to this kid and show him what love is. but to go and point fingers is pointless.

08:34 am - my 15 seconds of fame LOL

i was on TV last night... and this morning. and they misspelled my frackin last name.

04:24 am - ruby tuesday

Ruby Tuesday has the best turkey burger ever. It's the one with grilled portabello mushroom and swiss on it. It's the new crack.

That and Tara Reid's cylon clone works in the kitchen at the Decatur store. i think i'm in love. [drool]

Current Mood: ecstatic

04:57 pm - the following PSA is brought to you by carrrrrne asada

06:57 pm

ok so one interview turned into two somehow.

first one was for a small copier/mail machine company. i was originally going in to interview for a technician position but halfway through the position transformed into this open systems integration engineering sales thing. the guy has to figure out what he wants me for before he calls me back. could mean good $$ but it could also mean i wind up way over my head.

second one was for a defense contractor. help desk stuff. i will have to disclose my whole life, ugly parts, included, to the government before i can work. that scares me a bit.

so instead of relying on my own wisdom, i leave my fate to my peers on the intarweb. LOL j/k 
Poll #946091 which job should i go for?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 2

which one?

07:39 pm

Poll #935185 do you think you're gonna make him change?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 6

get a haircut?

Current Mood: confused

08:46 pm - ok, now what?

OK d0m now you got me on here, now what? 

BTW i still see the other account i have on here. the one i'm locked out of. LOL